I think a lot about change…how to change, why we do or don’t change, what change is, how change can be cathartic, and how it can feel scary and make us feel alone.
I think about what’s spurred my biggest changes. Was it always in times of dire, desperate need?
No.
No, it wasn’t.
There were a handful of times in my life when change was precipitated by intense joy.
Beautiful things.
I just tend to remember the bad I suppose.
Tonight, tonight I’m thinking of those beautiful times. I’ll lose myself in the happiness and allow myself to just…be.
(P.S. Youl'l be getting more updates this week simply because I took some time off!)